suRpriseD!!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

jizayyak/yik akhi wa ukhti?
moga semua dlm SELAMAT dan sihat..insyaALLAH..

Alhamdulillah..saya kini berada di tanah air sehingga 20 mac..
Kepulangan kali ni dirahsiakan dari family..alhamdulillah..syukur lillah..kejutan saya utk keluarga berjaya!..thnks kpd yg membantu!..

suasana bermakna bertambah syahdu dgn reaksi mak ayah dan adik2..

my SMS to ayah during KTM ride from KL sentral to subang jaya..

naufa:assalamualaikum ayah..surprised!naufa kt kl sentral ni..balik naik air asia..ayah kat ofis lg ke?nk minta ayah tolong ayah or anyone available to fetch me..

ayah:waalaikumussalam..what?dis was a crazy surprised!..ayah in Miri now..go and call home..go surprised them!(ayah was in d meeting!i wonder how he behave...hehe..)

then i call home..after fail to reach kak cik(my elder sister)

naufa:assalamualaikum mak..mak sihat ko?
mak:alhamdulillah..sihat..
naufa:mak..buleh tak amik naufa kt subang?
mak:subang??..subang mano?
naufa:subang jaya..KTM subang..
mak:ha?!*nawok!
naufa:sungguh* nih!dok atah* komuter doh nih..dari KL sentral..
mak:nawok!..keto takdok..
naufa:ha?!!(dah bimbang takde org nk fetch)..sapo amik keto?duo2 ko takdok?sungguh nih..
mak:ho laa..mak tipu jugok la..keto ado..royak molek..dok mano?
naufa:sungguh..kt malaysia..dok atah komuter ni...(nak nangis dah...)td try kol kak cik dio tok angkat..surprised!!!!..naufa balik ni!
mak:laaa....sungguh?dok mano doh ni?nok sapa doh ko?
naufa:dok lg..baru naik..
mak:ok2..mak gerak skrg...

(tersenyum lega..hati berbunga2...menanti utk tiba..hujan petang memeriahkan suasana..dah lama tak rasa hujan..)

sampai saja di rumah,kelihatan zainab sedang mutolaah pelajaran..zainab adik saya..anak ke-8 dari 11 org adik beradik kami..saya beranggapan zainab telah pun dimaklumkan kepulangan saya yang mengejut..dgn selamba saya menyapa zainab..

naufa:hai nab!..wat gapo tuh mek?
zainab:(terpinga2)..kak tehhhh!!!!...kak tehhhhhhh!!!...kak tehhhhh!...(she screamed sooo loud that make me puzzled on her reaction!)
naufa:aik..nab belum tahu ke?laa...(sambil melapangkan kedua belah tgn)

zainab bangun dan memeluk saya dgn erat...hati jadi sayu melihat air mata jernih bergenang dari kelopak mata adik saya yang meningkat remaja..saya sambut pelukan eratnya..air mata jatuh tak henti..nab dear..kata tak terucap..namun akak terharu dan sayu..sayang nab!

then i ask her..
naufa:nape nab nangis?
zainab:ye la..nab tak percaya..betul ke ni kak teh??nape tak bagi tahu nk balik?
naufa:(senyum bahagia..)..if bagitahu tak jadi la surprised...
zainab:kak teh tipu..kate nk jalan2..tak balik..(sambil memeluk erat seperti tak mahu dilepaskan)

alhamdulillah..segalanya berjalan lancar..cuma masih menanti2..bila la nak jumpa naheed....kami membesar bersama..tp makin dewasa kami makin terpisah dek jarak dan masa..sibuk dgn urusan dan study masing..
"naheed..balik la...akak tak lama ni..."

menunggu juga untuk bertemu abg ngah(the only abang in my life) dan kak emma yang selamat diijabkabulkan 25 oktober tahun lepas tanpa kehadiran saya...
pulanglah...

Ya ALLAH..syukur tak terhingga..masih diizinkan untuk menatap wajah2 yg kupendam rindu..yg bersama darah mengalir ku harungi hidup...darah istimewa...^_^

InsyaALLAH,saya bakal ke Bandung dan Jakarata untuk ikuti program dan daurah di sana..sisters bandung dan jakarta,ana juga tak sabar untuk bertemu kalian..mohon pertemuan ini diizinkanNya..

Mengenai perkembangan Sara,saya sudah menghubungi beliau dan telah menetapkan masa dan tarikh untuk berjumpa beliau..insyaALLAH selepas pulang dari Bandung..
Baru2 ini Sara telah bertanyakan kemusykilannya tentang rukun syahadah..dia berasa keliru apa yang dimaksudkan dgn rukun syahadah..katanya dia diberitahu rukun syahadah ada dua..
jadi...apa yang dua rukun itu????
sebenarnya,tidak harus ada kekeliruan sekirang kita benar memahami pengertian syahadatain...syhadatul haq..
mengapa syahdah itu ada dua?
apa yg dimaksudkan dgn syahadah?
apa pula syahdatul haq?

hakikat persoalan yang diberikan sudah jelas..namun kerana persoalan dan mungkin kurang ambil tahu pada peringkat asas,sesiapa juga boleh mengeluarkan pelbagai soalan yang mengelirukan diri sendiri..
betapa pentingnya memahami syahadah agar iman kita tidak goyah..
jika dalam huraian dari Abu Al'Ala AL maududi menyebutkan iman itu adalah cantuman ilmu,faham dan yakin..begitu juga la dlm hal syahadah...ianya berkait dgn iman..
perlu ilmu,faham dan yakin...
penyaksian(confession) yang sgt perlu dgn rasa zuqq dlm hati..diiringi kesaksian dgn jasmani melalui perlakuan yang memenuhi syahadah..

naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:21:37 PM): Sara ni tak menjawab soalan naufa
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:21:41 PM): about ur life
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:21:55 PM): ur keyakinan pada ALLAH dan rasulullah
Sara (2/23/2009 6:21:58 PM): kena jwb ke?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:23:53 PM): kena la
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:24:04 PM): naufa nk tahu juga..ada progress positive ke
Sara (2/23/2009 6:24:19 PM): ok..ok.. bos
Sara (2/23/2009 6:24:25 PM): jujur Sara kata
Sara (2/23/2009 6:24:40 PM): sekrg keyakinan pd Allah alhamdulillah
Sara (2/23/2009 6:24:44 PM): Sara stress je Sara solat
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:00 PM): Sara tension je Sara cool then amik wuduk
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:25:05 PM): ada tak Sara rasa Sara jumpa diri Sara yg baru?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:07 PM): buat cam Naufa ajar
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:25:11 PM): yg dulu Sara tak jumpa lg?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:30 PM): separuh buat masa ni
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:46 PM): bila ingat semula buat Sara senyum sorang
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:47 PM): hehehe
Sara (2/23/2009 6:25:55 PM): tp at least solat la
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:26:17 PM): yup
Sara (2/23/2009 6:26:25 PM): dan baca quran..Sara pun tak percaya bila masuk time solat jika tak solat..mcm bersalah la pula
Sara (2/23/2009 6:26:40 PM): so malas ke tak..Sara solat then baru buat perkara lain
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:26:44 PM): solat tu antara Sara dgn ALLAH..org yg tak solat seolah2 tak jumpa hubungan dgn ALLAH..
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:26:50 PM): alhamdulillah
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:26:59 PM): mudah mudahan perkara baik yg lain menyusul
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:03 PM): Sara setuju
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:10 PM): harap begitu arr...
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:28 PM): buat apa yg Sara yakin sekrg
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:36 PM): kalau Sara nak grab semua..
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:51 PM): pening la
Sara (2/23/2009 6:27:54 PM): hehehe
Sara (2/23/2009 6:28:16 PM): buku Fadhilat Amal tu..ingat Sara nak pulang balik pd kwn Sara
Sara (2/23/2009 6:28:21 PM): tka bole baca la NAufa
Sara (2/23/2009 6:28:36 PM): makin baca..makin keliru..sampai rasa mcm islam ni teruk sgt la pulak
Sara (2/23/2009 6:30:07 PM): jd Sara ikut apa Naufa ckp yg kata islam ini indah
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:30:12 PM): hmm..kitab tu perlu guru juga utk org yg sedang jinak2 dlm kefahaman
Sara (2/23/2009 6:30:47 PM): ala...mintak tolong org semua org ckp..apa yg ada persoalan kepala tu tak leh layan..baca jer
Sara (2/23/2009 6:31:13 PM): nnt Allah talbiah..naik bosan Sara dgr...
Sara (2/23/2009 6:31:42 PM): jd Sara rasa Sara ni masih kekurangan..tak pe la lum ada rezki nak baca buku zuhud mcm ni
Sara (2/23/2009 6:32:03 PM): Sara stress je Sara ingat nasihat Naufa
Sara (2/23/2009 6:32:13 PM): sabo..sabo..dan sabo
Sara (2/23/2009 6:32:20 PM): hehehe
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:32:36 PM): sabar lillah
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:32:46 PM): insyaALLAH ada jalan ALLAH buka utk Sara
Sara (2/23/2009 6:33:01 PM): insya-allah Naufa...moga2 ada arr

Sara (2/23/2009 6:33:17 PM): tp Sara cool je
Sara (2/23/2009 6:33:21 PM): sbb siang Sara bz dgn keje
Sara (2/23/2009 6:33:31 PM): mlm baru la nak muhasabah diri
Sara (2/23/2009 6:34:33 PM): ehh Sara nak tahu
Sara (2/23/2009 6:34:42 PM): betul ke syahadah ada rukun?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:34:54 PM): selama ni Sara tau rukun iman dan rukun islam
Sara (2/23/2009 6:35:00 PM): tambah dgn rukun solat je
Sara (2/23/2009 6:35:35 PM): dan betul ke..kalau tak yakin sepenuhnya pd apa rukun syahadah tu
Sara (2/23/2009 6:35:41 PM): lum lengkap lagi
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:39:21 PM): maaf Sara
Sara (2/23/2009 6:39:33 PM): tak pe..kalau tak leh jwb
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:39:36 PM): td ckp telefon jap..huhu..sedikit gangguan
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:39:41 PM): nk jawab la ni
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:39:42 PM): Sara nih
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:39:44 PM): sabor la
Sara (2/23/2009 6:39:45 PM): ohh..ingat kan apa td
Sara (2/23/2009 6:39:49 PM): (senyum)
Sara (2/23/2009 6:39:53 PM): ok..ok
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:40:44 PM): ok..let make it simple and understandable
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:40:54 PM): apa yg Sara fhm dgn syahadah?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:41:09 PM): ok..ucap dua kalimah syahadah
Sara (2/23/2009 6:41:21 PM): betul kan?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:41:27 PM): tu jer kan?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:43:00 PM): apa dua kalimah tu?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:43:31 PM): 'Tiada Tuhan melainkan Allah,dan NAbi muhammad pesuruh Allah
Sara (2/23/2009 6:43:43 PM): betul kan?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:43:51 PM):Sara rasa betul ke?(provoke her)
Sara (2/23/2009 6:43:52 PM): tu jer kan?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:44:03 PM): yup...
Sara (2/23/2009 6:44:09 PM): 100%
Sara (2/23/2009 6:44:16 PM): tu la yg Sara sebut dlm solat Sara
Sara (2/23/2009 6:44:21 PM): takkan ada lain pula?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:44:22 PM): ok...Sara yakin dgn kedua duanya?
Sara (2/23/2009 6:44:45 PM): nak jwb jujur ke x?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:44:53 PM): jujur la
Sara (2/23/2009 6:45:09 PM): serius jujur ni?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:45:36 PM): yup
Sara (2/23/2009 6:45:42 PM): ok..
Sara (2/23/2009 6:45:45 PM): secara jujur..
Sara (2/23/2009 6:46:25 PM): Sara sgtt yakin pada bhwsanya Tiada Tuhan yg ku sembah adalah Allah'
Sara (2/23/2009 6:46:25 PM): yup
Sara (2/23/2009 6:46:25 PM): tu pengakuan jujur Sara

naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:49:02 PM): teruskan
Sara (2/23/2009 6:49:25 PM): emm...yg kedua tu...
Sara (2/23/2009 6:50:42 PM): Sara kalau sebut shj tp...
Sara (2/23/2009 6:51:16 PM): tak kuat percaya lg
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:51:47 PM): ok

naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:52:01 PM): rukun yg dimaksudkan dlm syahadah adalah dua kalimah tu
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:52:21 PM): keduanya kena kuat keyakinannya
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:52:28 PM): tanpa berbelah bahagi
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:52:46 PM): kerana kalimah kedua juga membuktikan keyakinan pada kalimah pertama
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:54:05 PM): meyakini ALLAH sbg tuhan utk ditaati bermakna juga mentaati perintah ALLAH yakni perintahnya utk meyakini rasulullah sebagai nabi(pesuruh) ALLAH yg terakhir
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:54:28 PM): dan meyakini nabi yang terakhir turut bermakna meyakini nabi2 yg sebelumnya
Sara (2/23/2009 6:55:21 PM): meyakini nabi yang terakhir bermakna meyakini nabi2 yg sebelumnya..
“Sesiapa yang mentaati Rasul maka sesungguhnya ia telah mentaati Allah.” (An-Nisa’: 80)

naufa azhari (2/23/2009 6:55:28 PM): yup
Anis Sa (2/23/2009 6:55:28 PM): maksudnya?

(sedikit gangguan beberapa ketika..)

naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:01:19 PM): kita kembali pd persoalan asal
Sara (2/23/2009 7:01:23 PM): wokeh
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:01:59 PM): nabi muhammad membenarkan ajaran2 ALLAH yg disampaikan oleh nabi2 sebelumnya..bermakna membenarkn nabi muhammad juga kita telah memebenaarkan nabi2 ALLAh yg lain
Sara (2/23/2009 7:03:55 PM): ok
Sara (2/23/2009 7:05:39 PM): telah memebenaarkan nabi2 ALLAh yg lain
Sara (2/23/2009 7:05:39 PM): bermakna suruh menyembah Allah yg satu kan?
Sara (2/23/2009 7:05:44 PM): dan melakukan yg disuruh berlandaskan Al-quran
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:05:47 PM): ye saya
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:05:50 PM): benar
Sara (2/23/2009 7:06:22 PM): kita hanya perlu percayai dia shj kerana dia penyampai ajaran islam kan?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:11:04 PM): maksud Sara?(mahu tahu apa yg difahami Sara)
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:11:15 PM): percaya mcmana?
Sara (2/23/2009 7:11:22 PM): iye la..
Sara (2/23/2009 7:11:36 PM): Sara pelik sikit
Sara (2/23/2009 7:11:51 PM): masa nabi musa atau ibrahim atau nabi2 lain
Sara (2/23/2009 7:12:01 PM): sampaikan ajaran Allah
Sara (2/23/2009 7:12:14 PM): Allah hanya kata 'sembah pd-Nya shj'
Sara (2/23/2009 7:12:45 PM): tak wujud pula dua kalimah syahadah utk mereka yg nak peluk islam
Sara (2/23/2009 7:13:08 PM): kenapa bila zmn N.Muhamamd jer kena dua kalimah syahadah?
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:14:12 PM): ok...
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:14:41 PM): utk nabi2 yg sebelumnya..secara tak langsung dengan ALLAH mengutus Nabi pada sesuatu kaum tu,ALLAH telah perintahkan ummat pada masa tu utk taat pada nabi mereka
Sara (2/23/2009 7:14:57 PM): ok..
Sara (2/23/2009 7:15:01 PM): lepas tu
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:15:04 PM): bezanya dgn zaman nabi muhammad..nabi muhammad ditentukan ALLAH sbg nabi terakhir
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:15:14 PM): bermakna tiada lagi nabi selepas baginda
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:17:14 PM): mengakui baginda sbg pesuruh ALLAH yg terakhir bermaksud mengakui juga bahawa agama ALLAH yg disampaikan oleh baginda tu jg yg sempurna dan tiada lagi selepasnya.penambahan atau penolakan..
naufa azhari (2/23/2009 7:17:38 PM): sbb tu pengakuan syahadah ni penting dlm keyakinan kita..

saya telah hentikan perbincangan setelah beberapa minit...perbincangan kali ini hanya untuk mengetahui sejauh mana pengetahuan Sara tentang syahdatain..
Perbincangan ini juga membuat saya menilai semula sejah mana saya membawa syahadah dalam kehidupan saya...

mohon doa kalian untuk sesi2 seterusnya..rupa2nya ramai lagi mereka seperti Sara...bila persoalan mereka tak ketemu jawapan tapi dibalas kemarahan,tohmah dan kelangsungan untuk melabel..akhirnya golongan ini mengambil jalan mudah untuk meninggalkan cahaya dan memilih 'short cut' untuk berada dalam samar..
Allahurabbuna..berharganya sebuah Iman dan kefahaman aqidah...
Thsabbit qulubana 'ala deenik..'ala tho'atik..

moga bertemu lagi..
insyaALLAH..

teratak AzHuda..32..seksyen 27...shah alam.....Malaysia..

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..people dont care how much we know untill they know how much we care..
_ISLAM MILIK BERSAMA_

a letter to ponder..

Assalamualaikum dear readers...

i received this letter thru email via 'Imamindiachcapter yahoo group'...lets read together..

"The following is a life experience of Dr. Jeffrey. Please pray everyday that you grow up to be a Mujahid/ah Dr. and not fear death to serve the ummah. Allah has blessed us with good Drs. and brothers and sisters in Gaza. Please have in your heart always, that we will win soon.

When I wanted to cross the borders in Rafah, the brothers inside reminded me that the borders will be destroyed soon and we will be able to enter and exit as we wish.... Please say Ameen to this blessed doa.

Allahuakbar !!!

Abdul Latiff

ASLM

Dear friends,

It is now 4 days since we returned from our trip to Gaza /Cairo. Have been awaiting my respected elders/colleagues) to input first but since there appears none forthcoming, I will write my thoughts and experience and humbly request them to correct or input as necessary. (Pleae note These are my own personal views and do not represent any organisation including MERCY Malaysia. Please forward with discretion )

We left on a MERCY Malaysia mission on the 27^th of January ( 8days after unilateral truce by Israel) after filling up our wills in sealed envelopes. Sent off by The MERCY office team,Dr Faizal Perdaus (acting Prez MERCY) our families and Dr Musa (x prez PPIM). The team consisted of Prof Hatta Shahrom (x PPIM president), Dr Fauziah Hassan (O&G, APSH,x treasurer,MERCY Malaysia), Dr Norherah, (Family practitioner) , Ms Reem Bashir( a sudanese psychologist) . After a 12 hour flight, 2 hrs stop ( no deplane in mumbai) we arrived in Cairo at 5 am on the 28^th. Immediate briefing and off we were to the Rafah border about 4 hrs away except our driver got lost and we got a free tour of the sinai and the Suez canal. We finally reached the Rafah Egyptian border crossing at 430 pm. After 40 mins (which is like a record ,as most people who try to get into Gaza never manage to, and those who do wait hours to days on end, many leave for home with just having seen this border crossing.) we were through Egyptian Immigration. We praise Allah for everything.

We entered Gaza with the Azan of magrib at abt 530pm with the MERCY logistics officer En Hapis. On hand to greet us were Dr Ikram (Anaes Lecturer CUCMS) and Dr Al Amin(Surgeon Tawakal) who were the initial team in.(they had come in the day of the truce or just after). We proceeded to Palestinian immigration and were welcomed warmly. Prof Hatta even managed to get a soda from one of the officers. We then went to our lodgings and met the previous team under Dr Heng.,Drs Lai, Azlina, Asmarawati, Khairol, Shamsul.

Dr Azhar Abdul Aziz (x VP MERCY )who had come with the Qatar team was also there. I had tried to meet him in Kl last summer but Allah planned for us to meet in war torn Gaza.

We had been assigned to Nasser hospital,in Khan Younis, 20 mins north of Rafah, named after the Egytian prez who had funded it. 300 bed and handled 500 patients during the Israeli aggression. Some department good, most run down. Many equipment down as no spare parts allowed in and no maintenance. The only equipment working in physiotherapy was the manual one and one traction. The rest were all broken down. The ECG, EST machines etc were ancient. Dr Fauziah,Dr Norhera surved the OG departemt and other O&G hospitals and saw areas that needed improvement. Prof Hatta and Ms Reem were taken on trips to asess the psychosocial needs of the Gazans.

On the first day there was a drone attack in front of the hospital. Maybe 10-15 m from where I was doing my rounds. There was a loud bang, flames and massive smoke. 2 mujahidin on a motor bike had been targeted by the drone. Both survived alhamdulillah altho one had to go to Ot. 2 other passers by were also sent to OT.13 kids who were around had to be treated for shrapnel wounds. Prof Hatta who had gone to A&E noted that the children were stoic and did not cry even though they were in obvious pain. Most treated as outpatients. This was during a supposed truce. Death is very near in Gaza.

We toured the areas of destruction and I found comparison with the Earthquate in Adapazari in Turkey where we had also been on a MERCY mission. Whole blocks were flattend. Olive groves were uprooted, schools, Universities, mosques were not spared. Parliament was destroyrd.Even UN schools,building were damaged.The Islamic Universtity of Gaza had two blocks that housed 75 labs totally destroyd. They ahd just acquired some DNA machines abt 3 million worth as they have quite bit of genetic disease in Palestine.These wrere destroyed. The dean of Medicine was an old friend from my days in Dublin. Holds an Irish passport but when asked to evacute by the Irish ambasador in Tel Aviv he refused.Indeed we were told that when the borders were opened Gazans came back instead of leaving for Egypt..” This is our land, we were born here and we will die here was what they said.”

The mosques in front of Shifa hospital was just a pile of rubble with a fruit carton written on it masjid Shifa. The new wing of the hospital had also been hit. This hospital had been taking the brunt of the casualties. They have a collection of gruesome slides of the victims, killed, maimed, kids adults, women.. At the height of the conflict they were taking in 200 patients an hour.

The homes of ordinary Gazans were also piles of rubble. Some had just been built. They had moved to relatives homes or had to erect temporrary shelters.one was just the black plastic sheeting It was winter and I was wrapped in 4 layers. I wonderd how they coped especially the kids. May Allah always protect them.

Everywhere we went were greeted very warmly that we were feeling guilty. We would be served good food altho I dont believe they themselves were taking as good as they were serving their guests. This was true Muslim Arab hospitality. In severe adversity , guests were still treated well. May Allah increase His bounty on them.

We heard stories of the mujahideen and the help that Alllah had sent them. Malaikat had come and fought with them. One mujahid had been blown up to pieces and the only piece of him left had a beautiful aroma that was smelt by all the villager who had come. They would be hiding and waiting for the enemy for days surviving only on water and dates. Tanks would blow up and their explosives still be intact. A mujahid heard a voice telling him to wait in his hiding place till he had a chance to strike the enemy,which he did. The enemy claimed that they had fought with ghosts and with people in white uniforms. The mujahideen did not wear white uniforms. May Allah always be with the steadfast.

The thing that struck us most was their spirit. Indeed they were carrying on as normal a life as they could. As much as the enemy wanted them to surrender and cower they stood firm and fought. For 23 days they were bombarded from sea,land and air and they were steadfast. The craters made by F 16 bombs were nearly two storeys high! The enemy with 500 tanks could not enter the cities except fight at the peripheries. In the 6 day war(1967) 3 Arab nations were defeated in 6 days! We were told that there were even weddings during the onslaught. Children were playing football and were trying to go to school. May Allah continue to be with them.

We met amazing people. A lady we met told us that after the enemy had bombed the mosques her 14 year old son would pray every prayer in the mosque for he wished to be syahid while worshipping Allah. She had told him that if he decided to become a mujahid himself he must tell her so as for her to make doa for him and not find out only when he was syahid. Prof Hatta/Ms Reem were offered bowls of soup by a refugee grandma who had her grandson syahid. She was sitting amongst a pile of rubble that had been her abode. After relating her story to them and crying a minute she offered the little food she had to them. May Allah alleviatee all their suffering!

Everytime we asked “what can we do for you?” The answer would be;

“Please do not stop making doa for us”.

They did not ask for money or food or anything material only that we do not stop beseeching Allah to help them in their struggle against a merciless enemy.

We met with persons who told us “We promise you three things:-

1. We will defend this land

2. We will liberate this land

3. We will pray with you in Al Aqsa one day soon”

Medically the Drs are quite a lot. They however have not been able to leave Gaza for training and some of them had not been out for 10-12 years,.They thus need help in training. Equipment needs to be upgraded and new equipment added. InsyaAllah we have made these recommendations to MERCY Malaysia. There is also plan to build a rehab centre in south Gaza. There is a state of the art one in North Gaza that was damaged but still functioning. There is also plan to setup a MERCY Malaysia-Palestine psychosocial centre.

We were supposed to stay till the 4^th February but were asked to evacuate as there was worry about increased bombings.There had been one near our lodgings the day after we arrived. On midnite of the 1^st we received sms and calls from the embassy,and MERCY base camp Cairo for us to evacuate asap. We heard six bombs dropped by F16s near the house and the house shuddered with the explosions. We moved to the ground floor and evacuated the next day back to cairo.

We had few more meetings to attend and a few more things to do but fate was such that we had to leave. We could leave when things got hot but the Gazans cannot. As Mr Ging , UN officer in Gaza said , “There is no safe place in Gaza”.

Indeed, Death is close in Gaza or tis the shortest path to Jannah

I wish to record my gratitude to

1. Our understanding families who had understood the need for us to go

2. MERCY Malaysia for providing the opportunity

3. The MERCY team in Cairo

4. The Malaysia Embassy in Cairo who had been amazingly helpful in facilitating our entry into Gaza especially En Fauzi

5. My extraordinary teammates, May Allah bless them all.

Wassallam and May Allah protect all those in Gaza,

..people dont care how much we know untill they know how much we care..
_ISLAM MILIK BERSAMA_

life update...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

Bertemu kembali sementara masih diizinkan usia..alhamdulillah..

kaifahaluk semua?

just nk curi masa sikit nk update perkembangan hidup di manipal...*missing my famlily...adik n zamm*...

just a few pics for tatapan mak ayah and family di malaysia...n to those yg selalu visit..
hmm..apa khabar malaysia?(macam tulis surat la pula...^_^..)
apa cerita Perak??..anyone please update it!!..sedih with what happened in m'sia..erm..

the bulding...

hall...sofa padayappa!..huhu..with ketuping n ketupang cumill..

we welcome you homely...^_^

dining hall..exam mode!

yesterday i received a parcel from dear Kirin..thnks so much,dear!dh masuk 2 kali dah u send me something but i reply none..just my bunch of thanks thru sms..huhu..sorry..(bagi la ur address!)..thnks kirin..the words mean so much!!

and finally,nk cerita ttg ikan..huhu...accidentally bela ikan..cant remember the species name..
mula2 kwn bagi seekor..then rasa nk tambah lg..so now i've 3 ekor ikan..thnks so much to Noen yg 'supply' makanan ikan n oxygen machine!here are some pics of sepat(adik),sepit(zam),seput(ana)..(buruk kan nama ikan2 ni..ana la bagi nama..huhu)

from above downwards...sepat,sepit,seput...

p/s:

• adik,selamat teruskan perjalanan...nnti tolong jaga ikan!!tq!
• nab,akak dh update blog!!..enjoy watching my ikan2!
• naheed dear,sorry akak tak dpt nk kol ptg semalam..keletihan...really...

..people dont care how much we know untill they know how much we care..

tak settle lg isu ni??apa kisah student full time Manipal?

Ijazah perubatan Manipal tak diiktiraf

NEW DELHI 7 Feb. – Agensi perubatan India enggan mengiktiraf ijazah perubatan yang ditawarkan oleh Universiti Manipal, atas alasan kemudahan pengajaran dan klinikal institusi berkenaan tidak memenuhi piawaian kerajaan.

“Penarikan balik pengiktirafan itu kekal. Kami telah pun meminta mereka supaya mematuhi peraturan dan memberi mereka satu tahun (mulai 2008) untuk menangani masalah itu,” kata Setiausaha Kementerian Kesihatan dan Kebajikan Keluarga India, Naresh Dayal kepada Bernama.

Ogos lepas, Majlis Perubatan India (MCI) memeranjatkan fraterniti perubatan apabila mengumumkan ia tidak akan mengiktiraf kursus Sarjana Muda Perubatan dan Sarjana Muda Pembedahan (MBBS) yang ditawarkan di Kasturba Medical College di Manipal serta Mangalore.

MCI, sebuah badan pengawal institusi perubatan yang sangat berpengaruh di India, turut menggesa kementerian berkenaan supaya mengambil tindakan sewajarnya terhadap Manipal, yang didakwa tidak dilengkapi secukupnya daripada segi kemudahan dan kakitangan.

Pada masa ini, lebih 500 pelajar Malaysia mengikuti kursus perubatan dan pergigian di Universiti Manipal, yang terletak di negeri selatan, Karnataka.

– BERNAMA

Berita di atas adalah kiriman sahabat di Malaysia..saya sendiri tak aware hal ni..al maklum,tgh buzy nk exam dan mcm2 urusan yg pending..plus internet connection pun belum ada..ni tumpang PC library...^_^

Untuk pengetahuan yang membaca,kami di india study bagai nak rak..setelah kajian dan perbandingan dibuat,kondisi pembelajaran kami di sina jauh lebih detail dan mencabar berbanding di indonesia dan malaysia..bermula dari jadual belajar,kelas sehinggalah internal assesment,block exam dan university exam..

bukan mahu mengeluh tapi sgt terkilan bila ada suara2 sumbang yang memandang rendah usaha kami di sini tanpa belum melalui kepayahan kami di sini..itupun hanya kerana isu di atas..

bayangkan kelas bermula seawal 8pagi dan berakhir 5ptg..kadang kala 5.30 ptg...dan rutin ini berulang selama 6 hari seminggu except for student second year yang dpt cuti hari Sabtu..namun cuti sabtu bukan semata cuti..longgokan IL,SDL,class notes yang perlu buat sendiri dan dihantar,MSP project dan sebagainya lagi yg menanti untuk disiapkan..Bagi student first year pula hampir setiap hari mengadap cadaver selama 2 jam..belum lagi ditambah assignment PBL,SDL dan sebagainya..ini belum diceritakan lagi sistem peperiksaan kami..

bukan berniat utk mengungkit..tapi kasihan mendengar keluhan kawan2 yang akhirnya dibalas dgn pandangan remeh oleh sesetengah pihak yg hanya sekali lalu mendengar perihal isu 'Manipal tak diiktiraf'...

sahabat2 seperjuangan di India under kelolaan Manipal University..jgn putus harap..terus berusaha..we know our conditon here better..and He knows Best for us..so,let's strive!..

am high..strive for success..trust in ALLAH for only His knows Best!..

all the best to all docs in da making..especially to those sitting for UNIS..insyaALLAH

Naufa-pai

Library Manipal,Manipal

Karnataka,India

P/S:Kementerian Pengajian Luar Negara...apa tindakan selanjutnya??..

..people dont care how much we know untill they know how much we care..

housemates..Pratham Pride!!(^_^)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Moga semua dlm keselamatan dan pemeliharaan ALLAH dari maksiat dan bencana..amin.. dh lama tak dpt nk update blog since pindah ke rumah baru..alhamdulillah,kami dh settle down well now.. sorry to my family for not able to upload some pics of my new house..for those in Manipal,to inform that now we're staying in apartment called Pratham Pride & Abode..=)
Our opology for unable to arrange house warming as our juniors(Zam n Ainun) are having their 2nd block exam..Plus,few things need to be eyed on to ensure our safety and comfort as we are the first & only residence reside here..
Our pray and gratitude to all for helping and pray for us..and we welcome anyone to visit our new home..insyaALLAH,we will be available to entertain u guys as our guest which we believed can bring rahmat and rizq to us....we deeply and warmly invite..but do inform us before come...=)
ok..it's the time to get back on track..(study time!!)..need to focus more on my revision..but before i end this entry,lets get-to-know my dear housemates..

• Nurul Liyana Idrus @ Ana
  
• Ainun Jariyah Ayub @ Ainun
  
• Dzamharirah Takai Judin @ Zam

P/S:cik nor,thnks for the doa..exam next week start..