"tinta dari ilham si kerdil yg mencari selautan MARDHATILLAH ini hanyalah pandangan diri saya dlm menjalani kehidupan harian...sedikit perkongsian diselitkan buat renungan bersama...penulisan ini tiada selain dari hanya..thalaban liridha ar rahman(mencari keredhaanNya) dan shirahan liqulubil ikhwan (menyenangkan hati sahabat2).."

..mg ALLAH mengampuniku dgn setiap pembacaan,ampuni keluargaku,ampuni muslimin muslimat keseluruhannya..

Sunday, July 6, 2008

refugee at own country




cont from pengalaman di dalam 'sel'

after lebih sejam duduk kt emergency,akhirnya saya dipindahkan ke ward..buat kali ke berapa saya tak igt diusung dgn wheelchair.
dibawa oleh akka hosp ke charaka3 (tingkat7)...sampai je charaka3,..terlihat sister yg sama masa saya kena admit sebelum ni.."hai,our regular patient..what happened?"..sambil tersenyum..
"hai sister!"..itu saja yg mampu dibalas..
saya dihantar ke room 4 diiringi nad and anis..terharu..sampai sudah mereka ikut..(teringat kak yani masa first and second time kena admit..kak yani tetap setia tggu)
a few minutes after settle down,sister dtg balik utk amik darah..cucuk tgn kanan,darah tak mahu keluar..ditarik ditolak jarum tu byk kali but still darah tak keluar..finally beralih ke tgn kiri..kali ni keluar sikit..sister guna tube pjg plak kali ni..cam nk pump..ada la 3 saiz tabung uji dia amik..
then after settle,akka td dtg balik with wheele chair..dlm bahasa yg tak difahami except word x-ray,fahamlah kami now kena hantar gi chest x-ray..
alhamdulillah,hr tu berjalan lancar.tak perlu tggu lama..sbb takde patient waiting for x-ray mcm before this kena queue..so terus dpt masuk..process x-ray ni kejap je..then radiologist yg bertugas ajak kami(masa tu anis teman)..tengok x-ray direct from comp..dia tunjuk my chest x-ray..ada rhonchi scattered all over lungs...hmm..inflammation lg..
then dia tunjuk x-ray patient lain..he didn't exposed about the ilness,but from the x-ray i guess the patient suffered from pleurisy..
Sebelum maghrib,sister dtg lg..ask if i need anything.."sister,can i change my bed..i've difficulty in breathing..i can't lie down..need support".."owh..ok..is this common bed?ok..we cant change the bed..i'll tansfer you to another room"
after a few minutes,saya dipindahkan ke room 12a..same level..still in charaka3..
Mlm tu jumpa dgn sister sharada...she is very thoughtful and considerate person..seronok dpt kenal dgn sister2..dpt la belajar bahasa sepatah dua...
Sister sharada dtg dgn sister sharmila...tak pernah kenal dgn sister sharmila..

lepas 2hari kena admit,sempat sembang dgn sister sharmila...sister sharmila ni staff baru rupanya..

sister sharmila (SS):where r u come from?
me:i'm from malaysia..(hope no more mistaken me come from china)
SS:ooo..last time i work in singapore..there is a malaysian patient said mambo...mambo..is that what you call when you fill nausea?
me:(blank seketika...ade ke word tu in BM??)..hahaha..mabuk...we call mabuk..
SS:haha..ya..ya..mabuk..
me:sister,why you work in singapore previously and what make you come back?
SS:hmmm..i want to earn more money..in india our salary is the lowest compared to other country..here is the highest pay but still it's around Rs2000-Rs3000..when i work in singapore,i earn more..double,triple..even in Malaysia i can get more..
now,i and my husband plan t work in UK..maybe in 2-3 month from now..
me:owh...(biasiswa kami jauh lg byk..sgt beza dunia ni..pembahagian tak balance..yg miskin terus miskin,yg kaya terus kaya..)..can i ask you something?on my way to Udupi,i saw that a group of people live in small hut near the garbage dump...
SS:oooo..they were not our people...they come from Bijapur...they are poor people..they come here to do any kind of job..
me:why there are no people helping them or give them a proper place to live?
SS:hmm...the landfill belong to goverment..so..they only allowed to stay there..beacause they come from somewhere else..this is india..poor people become more poor,rich people become richer..that's why brilliant people will go to other country to earn more..

monolog..-->but they still india citizens...become refugee at their own country..kurang2,org miskin kt malaysia tak mcm ni...lebih menguntungkan ada sistem zakat..kurang2,muslim yg miskin masih terbela...indah sungguh Islam..tiada penindasan.

me:hmmm...but they usually won't come back.
SS:i'll come back..(smile)

lepas habis buat kerja dia..(salin cadar)..ada pekerja hosp masuk bg newspaper..The Times Of India..under tajuk Times Global..tiba2 terpaku mata dgn cerita dari malaysia..newspaper tarikh 1st july..terpampang tajuk "MALAYSIA ROW:ANWAR EXITS TURKISH EMBASSY"..
igtkan locals indian je seek refuge at their own country..rupanya m'sia pn ada jg kes cam ni..anwar ibrahim seek for 'refuge' from turkish embassy...
terus capai paper 2 hr lepas..30 june(tak sempat nk baca)..apa la lg kes anwar ni..
..sbg rakyat malaysia,terasa malu dgn situasi politik m'sia..hmm..kisah lama dibuka...apa lg yg tak kena..kes lama pun belum dibuktikan kesahihan..Ya ALLAH,Engkau Maha Tahu yg benar...dan kami yakin yg benar pasti di hadapan..tak nak comment lama..tp malu la...nk baca tajuk pn rasa malu..cerita mcm ni pula yg keluar kt akhbar india..

till here i stop..tomorrow is our physio practical exam...minta doa dari mak,ayah,adik2 dan rakan2 agar dipermudahkan urusan kami di sini dan tetap teguh dlm Iman dan Islam..DEKUJI MOC!! to all yg membantu dan menjadi sokongan bila diri memerlukan..hanya ALLAH mampu beri anugerah setimpal dgn pengorbanan kalian..moga dipermudahkan urusan..
thanks too to dik nurul,maduku ereen,dik kirin and adik2 di chezch yg mendoakan...ALL the best to those sitting for final exam in chezch and taking remed exam in bandung n UGM..Mohon ALLAH pinjamkan kejayaan pd kita dgn usaha istiqamah...sama2 kita jg solat,jg akhlaq,tingkat iman dan taqwa..tc everyone..

ps:may ALLAH make ease for you(nurul izyan rahmat)..


people dont care how much we know untill they know how much we care
_ISLAM MILIK BERSAMA_

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Anonymous said...

Salam Dr Pai, Ini Ayah n Mak, emotionally overwhelmed with your posting. We can only doa and doa and doa for your wellbeing and success insyaAllah. Longing to see you back home soon. We returned from Kesang this evening visiting Wan and Atok. Both doing fine but weak/frail. Then to USIM to see Dr AmZahid. Kak Long, Aqil, and Naheed were here since last night, so a good crowd at home. Ayah was offshore on oil platform for three days (100 km off Miri), returning yesterday morning. Before that, with Mak in Acheh (again). Ayah may have to be in Miri again later this week, and possibly to Mumbai again late August. Doakan kami insyaAllah. Take care and stay safe, our profound love and BIG HUG for you! Miss you as always. Ayah and Mak and adik2.

Anonymous said...

Dr Pai, Ini Ayah n Mak again. Before we forget, please please convey our heartfelt syukran to all your friends that visited and looked after you (Nad, Anis, nurses, sisters etc. etc., jazakumullahu-khairan from us, Naufa's parents, for your kindness and sacrifices for Naufa) all this while. We can only doa that Allah Almighty reward you more that you deserve insyaAllah. Salam Hangat, Ayah n Mak n adik2.

Anonymous said...

Salam..Akak..semoga cepat sembuh eyh!

dR rA1z said...

salam...kakak i wish to be there...replace kak anis part =) but juz prayers can accommpny u..take care sys...long time not meet u...counting da day...ACKca...

dr ereen said...

salam dr. pai
mudah2an kita diringankan dugaan dr Allah..
tabahkan ati,kuatkan iman...
insyaAllah Allah akn mbantu hamba2nya yg sentiasa mengharapkn ptolonganNya dan tak penah bputus asa dr rahmatnya
semoga nikmat yg Allah berikan kpd kita membuatkan kita lbh dekat kepadaNya dan jadikan dugaan yg diberikan sbg untuk meningkatkn iman kita yang sentiasa turun n naik

 

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