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..mg ALLAH mengampuniku dgn setiap pembacaan,ampuni keluargaku,ampuni muslimin muslimat keseluruhannya..

Friday, May 16, 2008

What make us take 'life' for granted..


Assalamualaikum wbt...

Alhamdulillah,hr ni baru nk recover slowly..lately ni slalu sgt rasa nk collapsed..all of sudden,it happened yesterday..
maybe due to 'disorder' yg menghuni jasad ni sejak dilahirkan...mungkin juga nutritional deficiency(hanye mampu tersenyum sbb rasanya setiap kali lapar,saya makan cuma takla smpi kenyang.)

Thalassemia...
saya tak tangisinya..
(myself fall on category alpha-thalassemia-->2 missing genes out of 4 in order to form alpha globin..often called alpha-thalassemia minor or alpha thalassemia trait..associate with symptomps of mild anemia)
it's ok for me to have this..
i'm not suffered because of this disorder..
saya redha...mg ALLAH redha akn hidup saya dgn keredhaan saya terhadap ketentuannya..
i should thanks ALLAH all the time coz with this type of blood flowing in my body,i still can live my life as normal person..just that,sometimes the symptoms weakened me..(SOMETIMES only!!)

what about other sicknesses??do i feel happy about it?

no comment about feeling happy or not..but i feel good....frequent pain due to migrain make me realise the vital role of thinking and the crucial part of brain to function in its normal state..
furthermore,the pain sensation make me feel closer to ALLAH..
despite of grumble about the pain i felt,i should thanks ALLAH coz He still allowed me to 'feel' the pain whenever others cant..

then..what about athma??do i regret of accidentally inherit ayah's ilness..(same like migrain..Ayah's migrain is more severe..)

thanks again to ALLAH that put me to be one of those enjoying the "feel of breathing" the air u gave us..
somehow i think..
ALLAH created life...
He created life with several systems which have different function but they support each other..
He created everything outside the body that support the function of the body..
for example,He created air so that 'life' can live..lungs can workout it functions..blood can complete it constituents..buffer system in body will work normally..(lots more..)

but then He also created some disorders to make us think that..despite of having those things(outside the body system) in normal state,if the inner part has develop OR will develop some change against the normal,it will turn out abnormal..same goes to vice versa..

He too..on purpose 'design' those abnormalities so that we will be grateful for what we have presently and thus learn the meaning to appreciate it once the 'normality' turn out to be abnormal(in a glance period but sometimes in a whole life..)

so nothing to sweat rite..just feel safe and redha make u feel better each day..

so..how do we look at life and take it for granted..?
we moaned of having little sleep at night while there are lots who sleepless due to poverty..

we complaint of gaining weight and plan for diet(eat less)..while others are craving for food..

we feel boared playing the same games everyday while those child having no choice of playing..

we grumbled for having small room with fan instead of having huge room with aircond...but they have no where to live..

we feel exahusted studying and learning while they have no opportunity to quest it and to even called a 'student'..


we keep on moaning when SOMETIMES in our life we have headache or fever...when their pains are wordless to describe..

We groan for not having nice attires(sometimes you get mad to your parents for bought something you dislike..)..while they have none..

and every single day,we keep on complaining for a better life...but do we appreciate what we have now?




lets together,..be grateful to ALLAH for all He gave us in this BRIEF life..

8 pesanan:

izzah on May 16, 2008, 9:52:00 PM said...

nice post..redha..senang nak sebut,susah nak rasa..

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.Ia mendapat pahala darikebajikan yang dilakukan dan mendapat seksa dari kejahatan yang dikerjakan." [al-baqarah:284]

tepat ayat "this BRIEF life.."
kejap je hidup ni..

"ya Allah,ambillah nyawa kami sebelum Kau tarik balik nikmat iman dan islam yang telah Kau pinjamkan kepada kami.."

alonq_exe on May 16, 2008, 10:11:00 PM said...

Naufa ada asthma jugak ke?

ana adalah ana on May 17, 2008, 2:07:00 AM said...

saya suka post naufa..mostly all..syukran shbt (n_n)

pai_ilham al-adwa' on May 17, 2008, 2:27:00 AM said...

salam to all..same2 kita berpesan pesan..post yg saya buat ni utk diri sendiri renung kembali..almost everyday baca balik apa yg di'post'kan utk mengingatkan kembali apa yg diseru...mg mesej sampai utk diaplikasikan..thnks again..barakallahufiikum..

NMZ on May 17, 2008, 6:10:00 AM said...

Thalassemia..naheed banyak cite on this and your family..

Just take a good care of yourself, dun make all the pain take over you, instead you are the one who will take over them ;)

Life is a test, also a fight.

A reminder for you and for me.
Thanks akak :)

imanulhassan on May 19, 2008, 2:19:00 PM said...

kak naufa ade thalassaemia n asthma ke? sy baru tau..

moga dgn ujian ini, iman dan amal kak naufa semakin hari semakin kuat insyaAllah..

"Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan: "Kami telah beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji?" [al ankabuut ayat 2]

"apabila kamu ditimpa musibah, usah bersedih, kerana musibah itu tanda Allah sayangkan kamu"

pai_ilham al-adwa' on May 19, 2008, 3:49:00 PM said...

Salam,iman...thnks for those words and doa..akak dpt realise pn mase form 3 sbb dr kecil smpi ke besar i've prob with health...alhamdulillah,it make me stronger..actually,my dad also have this..inherited la..same goes to my other siblings..just that wether our type fall on silent category or minor(trait)..Happy family with thalassemia..=)..no worry for us coz to compare,sgt rmi d luar sana yg suffer and must undergo blood tranfusion to survive due to thalassemia..

humaiRah on Jun 7, 2008, 5:29:00 PM said...

salam

this is my 1st time visit your blog.
taking care of your health well. may Allah blessing u always.

salam ukhwah,

salam perkenalan~

 

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